This tragic discontent. What's this again? This inward anger ready to rage out in violence, this strange temptation urging to throw it all out in a punch or two. So ready. But no, I will not.
What's keeping me together and holding those emotions apart? What makes them seem so distant now?
My BuMs, my friends, my life, my Lord.
Its not holding them back - its letting them go in a healthy way. Ways where you know exploding won't do you nor your ministry any good. You know your every move is watched by people who look to you as an example, a role model - someone they look up to or want to be. Its all cool. All I need to do is go back to my foundations, the very start of my journey - Jesus. He is the one that will take me through the fire, past the valley and into His wonderful, glorious kingdom.
So with this, I will wait. My heart matters not to the world, and the world matters not to my heart. Its a God-man relationship and He truly is all I need. Though I talk about that holy matrimony with my sisters time and time again, it really isn't something we must have. If it is for us or not, we'll see. But for now, ...
Now is the time for us to shine Shine with the face of Christ divine Oh, no comprimise, for heaven's cry Now is the time.
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