Christmas is the best time of the year for me. Kinda. Wish I lived in England, found a nice rich man, settle down, have a BIG Christmas dinner (small one will do actually) then watch children grow up and die. Such a simple life. Not that simple here. Plus if I get married now, it can't be in a cathedral! But its good enough. WHY AM I THINKING OF ALL THIS! This isn't reality. I don't even know if I'll be married. Or better yet, find any one. SO STOP THINKING ELIZABETH! Sigh. If only it were real. This reality were more realistic than it seems. There's hope and there's faith. Just gotta wait for results. WAIT WAIT WAIT! Been waiting for years. Well, the real challenge was last year til now but who's counting? Ah shmoosh. Here's a song thats keeping me going. You'll never find it anywhere else but here.
I am all sused out I have no time to hear Your voice Just give me all I want This is my life I wanna be rich Don't wanna toil my life away I just want sleep And yes, procrastinate I want no worries I want no cares and woes I wanna watch movies And cry til my heart's content I'm just too busy Medling with my drums and my guitar I play them lousy But I practiced really hard I feel so useless Why did my momma give birth to me (Why did she) I wish I'd drop dead I just don't wanna live But Father its Christmas And I remember You Lord its not X'mas Cos thats what the world sees You Happy birthday Lord Happy birthday Lord Happy birthday Lord Happy birthday Lord I want a girlfriend (I want a boyfriend too) I am creative Yes, I'll give her flowers and chocolates too Now I'm 63 I've got no shoulder to cry on Oh Father show me Is this the end I've come to But Daddy I've got You I don't need no one else I know when I need need You You will always be there Happy birthday Lord Happy birthday Lord Happy birthday Lord Happy birthday Lord Father forgive them For they know not what they're doing Father still bless them For they are Your children after all Happy birthday Lord Happy birthday Lord Happy birthday Lord Happy birthday Lord Happy birthday Lord Happy birthday Lord Happy birthday Lord Happy birthday Lord
Oh love be thou my heart that shelters no body, nor covers thee, but still let this moment linger in its worth, perchance, perchance...perchance there is hope. There is.
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