A Momentary Lapse

Friday, August 08, 2008

What's the difference?

I was just reading some old posts I wrote.
It looked more interesting, and more difficult to read.

I don't know. What's the difference between the me of now and the me then?

Recap (26Oct06):
POA is driving me crazy. Principle of accounts. Not some whack job interpretation of it like prisoner of azkaban.
You'll see, one day, this sign replacing the "Gone fishing" sign hanging on my door "Gone Mad".

See. Unless you think otherwise.
I don't know.

BESIDES THAT.
Things looked up then down.
DOWN DOWN DOWN. Thanx clement.
He just turned a moment of joy to HORROR. haha.
Not really la. But it was quite a shocker to realise that there'll be scouts at THE GENESIS PROJECT.
No I did not know about it.
Yes I do know now.
Here's how it turned out:

cLemon:
hahahaha
i seee
but lets say you get the deal with integrity music ah
lizzay.:
o.o
cLemon:
how are you going to do anything
lizzay.:
what deal
cLemon:
=.=
you think its just for fun ah
they are talent scouting
lizzay.:
o.o
OH
haha
I
DID
NOT
KNOW
THAT
how am i gonna do anything?
cLemon:
lol
as in
lets say
okay lizzie you are up for a recording contract
"eer i'm sorry i'm leaving singapore next year to study."
=.=
lizzay.:
ohh.
haha.
im sure there's something that can be settled.
but WHAT ARE THE ODDS YO
cLemon:
hahah
you never know
=)
genesis project is goign to be a big thing man
lizzay.:
ahhh
dont scare me
when you said that i felt my heart almost stopped la.
cLemon:
lol
lizzay.:
AHH
cLemon:
really
everyone knows about it
lizzay.:
pfft
and i dont -.-
cLemon:
bobby called me baout it
so did ivee
the directors of integrity music will be there
but just go for it lah
hahaha
lizzay.:
that i know.
cLemon:
i'm sure you deserve a shot
lizzay.:
as in i know they'll be there. it just never occured to me its for scouting
cLemon:
lol
you think they're vips is it
lizzay.:
no la
i was initially afraid of who would be the VIPs
haha
now...
AHHHHH

So in the end, I'm still taking part with a heart of worry.
Lord, you calm the sea.
CALM ME!!!
You'd think I need the wit of Luke in this blog.
I deserve a shot. Everyone does. But, I don't know.
I want it. I really do. Thats probably why I'm so freaked now.

ANYWAY.

Check out the new page in this blog. :)
I hope to see you all at THE GENESIS PROJECT!
It'll be fun! And say hi when you see me! (If I know you or don't)

Love you band. :) Thank you so much.

I HAVE TO SLEEP. I have about 3 1/2 hours left of sleep.
GOODNIGHT WORLD.

eliZABeth 6:57 AM