I'm sorry. Lizzay momentarily lost everything she heard this morning. Thank You for Psalm 27. Thank You for saying I'm beautiful. (those not from PL, its not what you think) Thank You for Pam. Thank You for Winnie. Thank You for Glenn. Thank You for Joee. Thank You for Clement. Thank You for Danielle. Thank You for Luke. Thank You for Sam.
Thank You for this family.
I'm crying til I can cry no more. My eyes emptied of tears, my soul heavy and burdened. My heart willing to go on, my flesh weak and tired. So tired. Why go to school when I already passed out once and no one gives a damn. Eat my brain! Eat my guts. Burn my heart so I no longer feel pain. It hurts.
Please don't ignore me. God save me. I need You. I need all of you. My life is ebbing in my eyes. My head hurts, my heart hurts, my stomach hurts. I'm dying.
It would be easier if I said goodbye. But why can't we do this together? It makes every step so much easier. Now, I thank God for this trial to make me stronger. You told me to run it to make myself stronger. Help me! Do this with me! Because I can't do it alone.
There's so much I'll regret not having said but in hope I'll see you again. Please. I'll get down on my knees and beg. Please. Please. I'm desperate. Please? I don't know what to do right now. I...
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