I have 5 more sundays til I'm gone. I still haven't been out with a whole lot of people and I sure can't accomplish that in 2 weeks. (jan25-feb6'09) I'm getting worried about time. Plus FYP feels like its wasting my time. Especially the report.
My head's back in the game but my heart's tired. Tiring of a whole lot of things people won't get. And especially when I'm leaving, I might not get to do or say in 3 years. I mean some of you will see me in July but thats for a few days and we'll be busy at the conference too. Its not like I get to spend a whole lot of time talking and doing stuff. I don't know. Its all just so overwhelming. Planning my time seems like a useless thing to do now. I was trying to plan my time from 8pm to about 8.30pm. I decided I should just come home and do ANYTHING at all. Just anything. Anything to keep me feeling like I'm still alive.
My exsistence is slowly fading. Then when I'm gone, I'm gone. I'd probably be remembered. Probably. For things I've done or haven't. For things I've said or haven't. But only for a while. Probably. After 3 years when I'm back, Just maybe I would be. Probably other things may progress. But like they say, Time and tide wait for no man, Or woman.
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