A Momentary Lapse

Thursday, January 15, 2009

College

Yes I watched it.
Kill me, persecute me, scream at me if you like.
I really wonder what college will be like over in NZ.
Hopefully not so disgusting, especially when I'm staying alone.
Or kind of alone.

Now everyone's lecturing me about going to NZ.
"You should becareful!"
"Don't trust people so easily"
"Make one friend and stick to them, make sure they're a good person."
"Won't you be lonely?"

Ah. You know, it wouldn't be so different from Singapore except that I wouldn't have anyone I know prior to my stay there to help me.
I believe I can make friends in the 2 days of orientation.
Hopefully orientation isn't the "campus tour" kind of thing.
Some bonding and stuff would be good.
And I wonder how the band thing is gonna work out too when we have to play for chapel.
Hope I can find a band there I can jam with.

I AM EXCITED!
But I'll miss you Selwyn.
:(
Yes, 3 weeks.
My flight's at 9pm so whoever can make it can join me for dinner and then bear our eyes out.
Should be at the airport earlier for dinner so there's more time for goodbyes.

I've been thinking and here's a list of things I can't/can fulfill or whatever.
Things you can't do in 3 weeks:
1) Have a relationship
2) Date people who are perpetually busy
3) Write 10 songs with people when some of them are perpetually busy
4) Go jamming
5) (I will not elaborate farther. It's actually making me a little annoyed.)
6) Write a script

Things you can do in 3 weeks:
1) Have a part time boyfriend
2) Date people who are free or are willing to make time
3) Write my own songs but I don't have inspiration. So how? Listen to my old songs.
4) Go jamming with people who are willing to or just wait til I get to NZ and find people who actually want to.
5) (Again it annoys me.)

Haha.
Yes. What a wonderful feeling to have 3 weeks before leaving.
Being virtually pissed off.
I can't wait to go.
I'll miss you.

PS. We need a song. Our song. :D

eliZABeth 5:58 AM