These past few (insert time span here) have been truely fulfilling/unfulfilling. (please delete when appropriate)
I've been to Rotorua and back, spent a week in an empty house eating, drinking and watching movies, baby sitting, and things that should not be read by human eyes. Other than these, there's been a lot of thinking going on. (stupid poly, ruined me.) So, I've been thinking about the people in my life and about myself. (Reflection journal) So it seems that I may have been a tad bit unlike me. I like it like that. It makes me less angry, less worried, have better patience, but also less passionate. I need songs that speak and not one hit wonders. I need will power to be consistent instead of the procrastinator that I am. And Thank God for this,
John 20:29 (New International Version) Then Jesus told him, "Because you have seen me, you have believed; blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed."
I've been waiting like I have been. Its scary that I might fall back into old ways. Stupid emotions. Go away. I mean stay. Just linger nearby. Sick of this.
Stupid Glenn, making me miss him. Just a bit. I'm fine. Its 1 am on a Tuesday. Caleb day! Whoo! Extended production class! Whoo! Theology in the morning! Whoo! Thats just me saying it without passion but still looking forward to it, hoping one day it will magically appear without the whole emotional drama and what nots.
What not? I don't know. PFFT. Stop asking me these questions! I've got a void. But only with faith and hope And love, let's not forget the most important, Will it be filled by the power of Christ that sets me free.
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