I do. I really do.
Character ones anyway.
I really hope I can be more consistent.
Of course I don't expect it to magically happen, I would actually need to give myself a little boost by starting it off somehow.

I've been thinking more.
And its been simple yes or no questions that I think about and yet they turn out so complicated because they're painful to answer.
Because of that, if I want to care for people, my answer has to be no but if I care for myself, my answer would be yes.
But I guess it could work out if I actually asked people.

Hmm. I never thought of that til I typed it out.
Well, we'll see.
Its divine timing I'm waiting for and its divine timing I want.
It will then rest well with my soul and everything physical and spiritual.
It would be amazing.

But I also need help to guard my heart.
Still have to no matter what.
Things happen that are going around and its always got a season and some kind of epidemic going on in that time.
My heart better watch it.

Okay. I'm pretty sure I should be sleeping now but no, apparently I'm too excited about what HAD happened. Which is kind of dumb cos everyone is probably already asleep.

Love you Sarah J!

Love you Mara!

Love you Adam!

Love you EP!

And thanks!

That's what you get when you play a country song backwards.