God, will you solve my problems for me? My insecurities and inability to go against my own character I mean. It doesn't mean you do it for me, but change me so I'll be able to do it. Even if it means pleasing you and pissing people off.
Now, I just hate being me. I hate being a girl. And I hate a lot of things that I am. But that's just me being selfish and a complete asshole. I know I can do this. I just don't know HOW.
I waited for 3 years for my guitar. How long do you want me to wait for this? 5 more? I guess I can do 5. It will be hard though. Especially getting over this...list.
I need something else in the mean time. Thank God for ministry. Its not a distraction but a help I guess. And with Noms, I think its gonna be awesome.
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