This must have been the most interesting month ever. Not only that, the most emotionally draining month ever thanks to a certain someone. I need a mentor soon or I will die.
Seriously, you'd think being in a chirstian environment would be more encouraging. No. You are WRONG. Christians are humans too. And they still let you down okay? Also, some of them may seem to put God into perspective but they may not live that perspective. Facades don't count unfortunately.
Caleb's a good tutor. There's no doubt. But even if he wasn't, I'm pretty sure there would've been something they can work out with him. Just to clear it up, he's not a bad tutor. I actually get what he says. (maybe because of the 3 years I kinda wasted or something) And if anyone has beef with me, why don't they just approach me with the maturity that the age of 21 is supposed to bring you? Oh wait. Maturity is a choice. Apparently one they didn't make that choice HAHA. Pity.
AND people need to understand the concept of music. Practice makes perfect. Compromise is key. Communication is simple and essential. VERY BASIC THINGS PEOPLE. Do you need to learn your ABCs again or do you need us to write songs about being a person?
I will now make a public promise to pray for you constantly my dear friend because it is prayer you need and prayer that you deserve.
Prayer pointers (omg I am so methodic): 1) K.H. - attitude and divine experience 2) Mus Yr 1 class - progress and exellence and attitude and walk with God 3) Tutors - Strength, wisdom, power in speech, rest, revelation, families, relationships. 4) Mus students and vision staff and other courses. 5) Myself - Strength, health, wisdom, patience, perseverance, will, inspiration, alertness.
I guess those are good pointers. That'll probably a good 1/2 hour or longer of prayer a day. Quite healthy. Now I just need to pick up my guitar again and add in my worship time. My goodness where has my discipline gone to? I don't have it, but I feel God so near when I do ministry speaking into the lives of friends from miles away. (haha miles away) I'm glad I can still do that. But maybe I should start to do that here and stop living there.
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