A wise soul once told me, if its not love, don't lose yourself by putting your 100% into something. I would add on to say "but love as God does." And I know I do. Feel free to correct me anytime. As much as I want this, I know I can't right now. But I'm afraid of losing. I hate losing but I know when to just suck it up and do better next time.
The greatest miracle of today was a very good lunch break with Adam, Sarah J, Sarah C, Maramena, EP and Dom! And after lunch, there was...my piano minor results. It's a miracle I actually passed. Thank you God for that. I was really freaking out but I didn't do too badly. I hope it wasn't because they knew I could do better. I love the piano but it doesn't love me. Its unrequited love. The instrument doesn't work for me. Sad. At least my voice does. And sometimes my writing and very occassionally, my guitar.
I miss Winnie. Someone who knows me for me and gets that I am...who I am. Proud, obssessive, indecisive, sometimes too decisive, and etc. I don't know what positive traits there are but I love her for loving me all the same. Thank you for always being there and I'm sorry that that one time I let my emotions get the better of me and I almost lost myself for real.
I want to see Delirious? live before I die. Or before they die. lol. I hope.
I have Vision College Tour dresses. -.- okay shirts. But they might as well be dresses. I must say that the tour band is improving tremendously. I hope we do awesome tomorrow and I sway correctly, clap correctly, shout "comin'" the right number of times, everyone's pitching and a lot more. Anoint the band Lord. Thank you Jesus. Amen.
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