Seriously just backfired. That whole distraction thing. Haha. Anyway. It was really cool today cos I watched 3 girly movies that I quite possibly needed. Thank God for good friends. I need to stop thinking and start waiting again. Meh. I'm still not ready I guess. At least it doesn't get me down down down down (starts a Blink 182 song)...
Took me a whole night to pen my thoughts down into 2 short paragraphs and no one is ever gonna see it. Okay someone might see it but not any time soon. Guts. Actually quite tired now and I need to not be distracted for the next week or so cos I need to at least start on something if no one's gonna hang with me on labour weekend. I'm keen for anything actually. So over trying. Just gonna do and get stuff done. That includes ensemble cos it seems like no one's really trying anyway. I expect to fail the next performance then do a good essay thing. I'm just ranting aren't I? Yeh.
Church tomorrow. That's gonna be interesting. I wonder who will turn up and who won't and what will happen. I don't know. Just gonna live and write music cos it never fails! Kinda like God but it still fails occassionally cos its still quite human. But more reliable I guess. Meh.
Illogical.
Going to bed now. Goodnight gentlemen in the world who actually deserve a chance. Feeling a bit sexist now. Don't mind me while I brood over how guys and girls both suck. This is why we have Jesus. This is quite painful. Shut up. Night.
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