When situations create boundaries, you despise them. But when they're free for all, you want those boundaries to feel more secure. Its crazy how so much can go on in such a short time. Friends first, lovers second. That's how it should go and that's what I need to remember. Let this be a reminder to all.
Aunty Catherine posted something on facebook that really stuck me. "The people to fear are not those who disagree with you, but those who disagree with you and are too cowardly to let you know. -Napoleon Bonaparte" Here's her take: disagreements are not necessarily bad. it's a different perspective which we need to see and we need people to point that out to us altho it can sometimes be donein a way that irks us...need to get pass that and not be petty Wise words from a wise lady. I don't know how to make this any clearer. I've struggled so much with things like that. But I think if people can't see the different perspectives, it will be of no use to them anyway. All that will happen is that they lose a perfectly good friend.
It's almost the end of the first week of school. I've achieved, hopefully, something. I still really need to finish my song. Think I need at least a chorus for tonight to bring in tomorrow.
It's been a good holiday and an emotionally rocky one. But I'm glad I'm doing fine. Just want to say SORRY FOR BEING OBSESSIVE! Like I always am when I'm excited. Can't wait til the day when I say, "-" I'll say it someday.
I've never just liked a person for this long before. It's strange that my heart's just going at a nice normal pace so I don't rush into stupid things again. And this time, I'm praying that it's real. No more mending and healing and occassionally peeling. No more muddling fights or bright orange tights. No more meddlesome fools telling us what to do. No more hiding from street lights, coming out only at night. No more childish games that we played, only what's left say. No more stray thoughts and confusion but plans for the future. No more anxious glares but a comforting stare. No more awkward silences but the rest of our lives. What will be left of us, I do not know But it will be your choice to take control.
Wish songs came that easily. But of course songs are a little different.
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