"...and the worst part is before it gets any better we're headed for a cliff. And in the free fall I will realise I'm better off when I hit the bottom."
Basically, I've the the bottom and got back up pretty quickly for the first time in my life and things have been absolutely amazing. My brain needs to stop comparing people, although the comparisons get better and better everytime. Makes me feel lucky to have Scott.
My brain is just mush now. I didn't even go to the church to terrorise the nice people with my piano playing. I miss Scotty. >.< Can't believe how amazing its been. He's cute (in a metal kind of way. haha), romantic, gentle, loves God, has great taste in music, supports me in my music, loves movies AND he cooks. Although he's still gotta cook me a mean feed. haha I'm waiting. Thats not the end but they're the main important points.
OHOH. And he loves me. >.< *melts*
It just feels like I've got nothing to offer. I cook but its more of a "food you eat to survive" standard. Or at least I think so.
Have I mentioned how much I love his family? His parents haven't asked me like a million questions like my mom would so thats a bonus. His sister and brother are the funniest people alive. And...hahah. I have lost all knowledge of the english language. spdckl aslcijaelkmf zxoxijflk Take that aliens!
K. Going to rest my brain now. Be back when I feel like it. I love my man. :)
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