So after resolving that huge sleepless dilemma that flipped in my head like hot cakes, I reasoned with Dan and here's my decision. I find something to do in hamilton on my birthday just so it doesn't suck then I can have a party or not in feb, quite possibly after Matt's cos he'll most likely have one cos he's the man. Psh.
I'm not particularly overjoyed but I gotta find SOMETHING to do on the 11th and I'm definitely not gonna stay in this hole thanks. Plus Sarah's working and Hyelim's MAA = Missing As Always. At least in Hamilton I know there'll be people and if there isn't, I could at least treat myself to something in town, sit at starbucks and watch people go by, call the boys to see if they'd make my birthday suck any less..the options are endless.
So there you go.
My suck-less plan A. Plan B - sit home and cry. So pretty much if everyone's unavailable, I'll just sit home and do something, or nothing. I'm pretty used to it. Probably scrape the crying part. Unless I watch Armeggedon again, which is highly unlikely.
ANYWAY. I had fun times in SG catching up with friends. But I really missed being in Hamilton. Just the place, the people and school. Ah, school. I just pray that I don't have to retake my worship theology paper because I'm positive I handed it in. Please Lord, let it be handed in. Thank you. Amen.
Also, why the heck did you help me find love then lose it? Cos this is just dumb and now I'm kinda just going SCREW MEN and SCREW WOMEN. People suck and that's about all I have to say. Take a hint and go fuck yourselves if you're so damn proud about being fickleminded when there are people genuinely out there giving their hearts to you. I'm adding this to my list : My future husband should... make all the guys that I know regret.
So all I got for you now is piss off and see you next time.
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