A Momentary Lapse

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Dance in the limelight

I'd just like to say that this isn't normal.
I have a 6-7 hour sleep limit and I've been about up for 2 hours and thinking about my bass part for Larry Norman's "Why Should The Devil Have All The Good Music?".
Ensemble is going to be harsh if it doesn't improve.

I think I need ableton live.
A looping programme with good MIDI sounds or sounds I can use to synthesize myself.
Miss that.

I've been thinking this obsession is too much.
But its going to stop.
Kind of on the slow down track already.
Being unsure just makes everything a little stupid.
Clarity makes it all a little LESS stupid.
Your face is stupid.
Your face's yackbard is stupid.

"...guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life."

More life emphasis please.

So there's a lot that I need to do but I'm just a little tired.
I think it will be a pretty good trip to Raglan if we go. :)
Hopefully an emotional, physical and spiritual rest.
I'm not saying we lie on the beach like beached as whales. (haha get it?)
But like...the whole spirit of things.
Just, restful.

I like how my iTunes plays music the smart way although in random.

I can't wait until my PW week!
We are going to be so deaf today with Jeremy playing Slipknot and Andrew playing Korn.
Its a drummer sandwich. Unfortunately/Fortunately, we have Karen filling.
Pray like never before.

Have Your way here, keep me afloat cos I know I'll sink without You.

Whoa. And cue Blink 182's "I Miss You".
And I do.
AVA flashbacks.
I loved that day.
All the joy and excitement and a good friend who could drive. ;)
Midnight prata, missing drumsticks (glares at Selwyn) (you know I love you right?), collecting picks, wondering about set lists.
All I needed to take away from that was a good long look from Tom Delonge.
Yayah.

This must be one really long and pointless rant but I have another...hour?
Yeah. Aural at 11am and its now 8.37am.

I love Thursdays.
So cruisy.
Fridays have become a little strange.
Piano in the morning for an hour, songwriting (good but I still dread it) for 2 hours.
After 1 semester, as much as it isn't a competition for grades, I want to do better than the other person with me in the class.
I do not believe she can get a grade higher than me.
My portfolio has to beat hers hands down.
I need to step it up.
C'mon!

Sigh.
Something was going on last night. I thought I heard a dog growl outside my door/window.
Then there were cars and stuff going past.
Then there were lots of noises that kept me awake for like, ever.

Now playing: Silverstein
Haven't listened to them in a while.
Just got 2 Killswitch albums from Scott, together with 2 A7x and Nathan King.
I'm glad I have new old music.
I should have a listen to the new Killswitch album too.
Soon.

I have an unsettling feeling in the pit of my stomach, a good unsettling feeling.
Its the feeling before you get on stage in front of a massive audience, the feeling you get before something good and exciting is going to happen.
Sort of like pre-rain season and you know its coming.
That could be my spirit or me being sick. lol.

I bet all you who read this are, by now, bored or have already closed the window or moved on to facebook.
"Damn she talks a lot."
I do.
Thus the reason for the blog so you don't have to actually hear my voice.
HAHA.
Saves you the pain.

Oh, "Supermassive Blackhole" just came on.
Okay. I guess I should get ready for school.

I thought I was a fool for no one, oh baby I'm a fool for you.

eliZABeth 8:51 AM