I want this all to be simple. I walk away from things because I don't want to hurt people and I don't want to get hurt. I want to know everything going on in the life of someone I care about, especially if I'm going out with that someone. I want to spend every waking moment learning about him and spending time with him but I can't cos school keeps piling us with an unavoidable evil of homework or failure.
I'm just trying so hard to balance all of this but its not really working. Travelling takes too much time without a car and I can't get where I need to when I want to. This is completely stupid. I guess I'll have to get used to late nights the next few days. And also pretty emotional when I lack sleep but I guess I have to do it if I want to get stuff done.
Please God, help me get it done or I'll be screwed for all eternity. I don't care if its crap work, I just need it to make sense in my head. That is all I need.
And help me guard my heart more. Its too tender to toy with. I cry easily. Such a whimp. Wuss. Pussy.
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