If you're tired and sleepy say BOO. alright. I'm just doing this cos I'm procrastinating my RJ.
Are your parents married or divorced?: yes. both actually.
Are you a vegetarian?: no
Do you believe in Heaven?: yep! GOING HOME!!
Have you ever come close to dying?: not sure...
What jewelry do you wear 24/7?: who wears jewelry 24/7? oh yea...married people.
Are you eating?: nope.
Do you eat the stems of broccoli: yea
Do you wear makeup?: sometimes.
Would you ever have plastic surgery?: you gotta be kidding. i dont want a collapsing nose.
What do you wear to bed?: pjs.
Have you ever done anything illegal?: yea.
Can you roll your tounge?: yea.
Do You have a boyfriend or girlfriend?: o'course. many.
Do you believe in Abortions?: nope.
What is your Hair color?: almost black. i think
Future child's name, boy and girl?: jedidiah..cos its cool(: or so i think.actually..dwight also BUT ITS TAKEN. girls..i like the name natalie. dont't ask y.
Do you smoke?: in literature only.
If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be?: with muh DADDY in heaven
Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: no.
If you won the lottery, what would you do first?: get a blasted sustain pedal for muh keys. DOH.
Gold or silver?: silver
Hamburger or hot dog?: none. i need water.
If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?: chicken rice
City, beach or country?: beach
What was the last thing you touched?: THIS keyboard.
Where did you eat last?: ah seah
When's the last time you cried?: hmmm...my memory fails me
Do you read blogs?: yep. the interesting ones.
Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?: see how la.
Ever been involved with the police?: yea..for a stupid reason i might add. RIGHT MARK? JAP? DWIGHT? MOO?
what's your favorite shampoo/conditioner and soap?: no pref
Do you talk in your sleep?: think so.
What's your favorite song at the moment: blessed be your name
have you ever had a cavity?: no
Window seat or aisle seats?: aisle
Ever met anyone famous?: yea. royston tan!
Do you feel that you've had a truly successful life?: no. not yet.
Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? i scoop spaghetti...wahaha
What is your fav. sport to play?: bball.
Basketball or football?: i just said it you freak.
when was the last time you went to the bathroom?: im going now.
Do you drive a stick?: WHAT STICK?! *dodge*
Cake or ice cream?: ice cream
Are you self-conscious?: a lil
Do you like any of your close friends?: logically, i would need to like my close friends before they become my close friends. RIGHT?
Have you ever given money to a bum?: mmm
Have you been in love?: i AM
Where do you wish you were?: with him man. The Big man up there.
Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?: no
Can you tango?: ya! tango mango!
Last gift you received?: a compliment. from so many people.
What occasion did you recieve your gift?: she cried listening to my song..and I don't know her.
Last thing you spent lots of money on?: shoes
Where do you live?: on this earth. just like you.
Last wedding attended.: MARK CHEW's
Favorite restaurant?: none.
What is your favorite kind of car?: lamborguini
Most hated food(s): internal organs of living things
Most loved food(s)?: none.
Can you sing?: i believe everyone can.
Person on your mind?: Joee and her cutting my hair..then Spenser, Shan, Moo, Jap and Dwight and how sermon and movie's going tomorrow.
How long was your longest drive in a car?: hmm....cant remember
Why do you do Myspace surveys?: bored.
Do you know who Nick Tyo is?: your uncle's friend's brother twice removed which is also your brother's uncle's fiancee which married that guy down the street who later divorced and...Oh poo.
eliZABeth 7:50 PM
Friday, July 28, 2006
you've got a friend in me...
i like that song. ^^
Anyway...something I didn't share yesterday at cluster meeting. Past few months have been really terrible for me, but I guess I've found the reason why its been this way. Poly life has been a huge influence to me. Having a terrible social life is a good thing when I look to Saturdays and Sundays for the fun, laughter, peace and joy I don't get during school hours. Well, comparable to others, they go out with their school mates/classmates, while I go through a daily routine of going to school then back home. (that explains all the dinner plannings and stuff ya?) It helps me enjoy my weekends more too!^^
Overall, I found that he was trying to tell me that I needed to rely on him, not just saying that I need to, but KNOW that I do, and I thank God for it because he has saved me from the major influences of poly life I do not want to be involved in. More on the plus side, I have closer-than-I-expected friends that I love so much and that I can trust and rely on. ^^
I love you Lord and I lift my voice to worship you, O my soul rejoice.
Cluster: Yesterday, I owe Mark $2.50 for dinner. Forgot to pay him back so I STILL owe him $2.50. Met Spenser, waited for Mark and the rest started coming. We played a really cool ice breaker. Kelly was a simese twin beaver, Spenser tripped over David. I was a chair. WHY A CHAIR SELWYN?! Later we had a really good worship led by Josheng, then a time of sharing and lastly, CAKE! Celebrated Joel and Jonathan's birthday. I refused and didn't eat the cake. YAY! fatfatfat.
After everything, I had a ride home from Uncle James, together with Joel, Joshua, Becca and Dwight. We all squeezed into his car. (: nice.
went home to eat a bar of Van Houton choc which was stupid cos I didn't eat the cake. Then drank a can of..thing and some soup. Oh, and I FINALLY charged my phone. (: oh well. Tomorrow is gonna be lots of fun. ^^ can't wait.
To love and be loved in return.
eliZABeth 10:32 AM
Monday, July 24, 2006
four flight redemption
No idea what that means.
Im guessing its something to do with what I'm feeling. So what AM i feeling?
So damn frustrated With myself Its my own And no one else. Its not her fault Its my own... My own, To fall in love with you
Fighting for my life Inside Trying to get by Alive Every little thing Reminds me of you I try to say i don't But it gets worse Its not her fault Its my own.. My own To fall in love with you.
Well. Ain't it nice. SO..truth is revealed. I AM IN LOVE. (with that super cool singer I saw last night?) YOUR HEAD AH he rawked tho. nice voice.
big hint: NO HINT AT ALL ^^
of course its useful. if i said it, it wouldn't be a hint. (: im not making any sense, but thats ok.
Time set in stoneI wish
eliZABeth 1:49 PM
Saturday, July 15, 2006
about me, about you.
I would rather get a 'C' in a class of people with standard than get a 'C' when I know I did well, in a class who cannot present properly and read all the while.
Speaking of biasness today, three weeks in a row, my group has been receiving the exact same comment that our presentation is dead. Our 'darling' faci says we look like we'd rather die than stand there and present. Well, obviously when your faci says that 3 weeks in a row, you'd just feel like getting an 'X' and fail the module. Allowing the use of chinese to explain, I feel is an exteremly abhoring trait, with a seemingly synthetic enthusiasm and use of language interpreted terribly wrongly and inaccurately, is unbecoming of a mass comm-er. How he gets his degree is beyond me. ^^
To not allow anymore feelings get in the way, I'd like to say...RAWR!!!
Guess this gives me an even better reason to not come the next enterprise lesson. Cognitive is now my only motivation, plus the facilitator speaks good english! I miss sec sch so much. I miss the times I can flaunt my 26/30 compos in the privacy of my very own file. I miss the smell and feel of paper, the pain of holding a pen too long. I miss the satisfaction you get after writing a good and well thought essay on paper and not being afraid it would lose itself.
I miss you.
eliZABeth 10:28 AM
Friday, July 14, 2006
I wish I were dreaming in my sleep
Project Joy has been our lives these few weeks. And finally, we get a short break and start again.
The song has been a great new break through and somehow I hope it has inspired all you people who have heard it.
So for the next few session, lets enjoy our company and try to keep our sarcastic unreasonable and useless comments to ourselves ya?
Well, my love, its been great talking to you. Hope you find what you're looking for. Love ya.
eliZABeth 5:13 PM
Thursday, July 13, 2006
I am an elaborate illustration to show the distinct vastness of the human mind
Wonder who would care if I were gone for a really long time. *thinks*
Til that time comes, you'll never know how much I don't want to leave. Even for 2 weeks in NZ, makes me dread August.
We'll see, we'll see.
eliZABeth 7:17 PM
About a candle
Today's challenge was to "analyse a candle" in anyway we wanted to.
Let me tell you why it was such a PASSIONATE topic. Of flames everlasting they burn till the Dawn Of a new day, a hurt that pangs the pawn, So manipulated, deceived and broken are we, The ones that fall into Love - our cries and our pleas. No, they would not hear, Nay, they won't accept, Because they could never Ever love us back. No time, no tale, could turn this all around, The way we want it to, the way that can't be found. None could break through my head, neither through my heart, To make me say the truth that is tearing me apart. E'er since I heard your voice, Your naive words that weave The music in my heart I hear everywhere I please. To hear you once again, To look into your eyes, I'd do anything for you, Someone tell me why.
Dedicated to Joee, Fazi and Hanaan.
I wanna be a History Maker in this place.
eliZABeth 5:52 PM
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
The New Covenant - Cell 030706
sunday cell (for everyone who was not there)
Genesis 15 - God cut a covenant with Abram. Bacause man were imperfect, Jesus and God walked through it in the place of us.
Hebrew 8 - Melchizedek. I quote: "You are a priest forever, in the order of Melchizedek." (17)
Why? This is in the order of blessing alone, thus Jesus is of this order. Comparable to the Levitical order which is blessing & curse.
Hebrew 12:18 - Abel's blood spoke vengence (with ref to Genesis 4) "speaks a better word than the blood of Abel."
eliZABeth 10:25 AM
Monday, July 10, 2006
"these are the best times of our lives"
Church 74th anni : service was good although i was about a whole half hour late. Met Dwight to go church and pass him Mariann Chong, got to church, go chapel, Winnie came. Rev Peter Koh was really into the sermon. It was so indepth I was frantically scribbling everything cos nothing was going into my head. Then went for lunch with Jap, Mark and Dwight. Spenser was sleeping again as usual. Moo had lunch with HER family. Went back to church and sat there singing with Charlene for a while then laughed at Paul and his funny.
Project Joy: The performance went well, although I think the audience could hardly hear me. The keyboard was suspiciously loud and low. After that, we partied to the beats of St Anthony's persussion performance. It was fun. Moments captured on camera. (To be uploaded soon)
The day couldn't get any better. ^^ you held my hand just like in my dream. Only difference was its purpose, but a hand held nonetheless. When dreams come true
eliZABeth 7:27 PM
Sunday, July 09, 2006
Rehearsal for Project Joy
Today's rehearsal was good although the lighting was friggin screwed up. Well, don't take it too hard guys. Tina and Cheng looked pissed at the lighting but they look pissed our make up and stuff too. Especially me.
Our darling nanny, Hanaan the juicy, did our make up. Almost all of our make up. Thank you so much for your contribution darling. Shaggy's been super caring...HMMM... thanx
MARK!!! You're our saviour. Glad to have you and Chris in DSA.
Naq! Girl we are gonna rock the house! whoo...
I just can't wait til next year. And just to say it again...WE GOT MARK!!!
nananana..Don't phunk with my heart
eliZABeth 7:24 PM
Alter Ego
I had a dream that day, that I held your hand. You didn't complain nor question, just reassured me that everything's gonna be alright. It was just a dream.
I wanna watch the sun rise and set in your eyes. Tell me how I could feel this way. I can't, I just can't. I can't love you this way. Not now, not ever. I love you and need you too much to feel this way.
All I need is you.
eliZABeth 7:13 PM
Saturday, July 08, 2006
Let Go & Let God
I hang onto the cross and weep. I cling onto the hope you gave me. I grasp onto your love, an everlasting flame, a passion for your name. It is your grace that brings me through this time of trials I thought I could not handle. But you gave me friends I can rely on who understand who I am in song. You are my stronghold, you are my cornerstone. Take me through this period, this time I try to hang on. To survive when they stone my heart little by little by little.
Who am I?
eliZABeth 11:31 AM
Friday, July 07, 2006
Fight for your life
I wonder why I base my posts on interesting titles. Newspaper style.
Life, so far as I know it, is almost over. This week, my life has been just projectjoyprojectjoyprojectjoyprojectjoyprojectjoyprojectjoyprojectjoy
great huh? not quite.
Well, bailing on me is a good thing. Then you don't distract me from singing. I'd fall to my knees and pray for you to be here by my side. All I can do is cry in my sleep cos I have no where else to hide. Geez. I really gotta thank Shaggy and Hanaan. You guys have been SOOO observant its amazing. How I live through it? Well, I just think " at least its not my class" The best thing that happened so far was the recording yesterday! It was so cool. We recorded the song for the production and Chris mixed it. Mark got a solo for the instrumental part and it sounded great!
"There IS life on this earth after all."
On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand
#02. What would u do if u never met 1? I wouldn't be who I am today. tear..
#03 What would u do if 20 and 9 dated? Erm...no relation?
#04 Did u ever like 19? she's so cute!!!
#05 Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? you're joking right...
#06 describe 3. Loud, retarded, embarressing and a good friend.
#07 Do u think 8 is attractive? Not bad!!!
#08 do u noe any of 12's family? sure do!
#09 what is 8's fav? I duno but she sure is good at Rugby!
#10 what would u do if 11 confesses that he/she like you? whoa..sharon will kill him.
#11 what language does 15 speak? He speaks metallica.
#12 how old is 16 now? 17. and getting old.
#13 when was the last time u talked to 13? SUNDAY.
#14 who's 2's fav band/singer? DOOI got so many...
#15 would u date 4? see how lo. haha..
#16 would u date 7? eh that one ah...err..
#17 is 15 single? yes. he got teased for it.
#18 what's 10's last name? RICKY!!!!haha...
#19 what school does 3 go to? RJC...serangoon branch
#20 where does 6 live? serangoon
#21 what's your fav thing about 5? I've known him since this small but not personally then. He's retarded. Utterly hopelessly retarded.
#22 have you ever seen 1 naked? if i did i wouldn't be doing this. and that was a stupid thing to ask. BE DISCREET!!!
eliZABeth 6:38 PM
Fresh Feeling
This weekend supposed to recharge me. Unfortunately, physically it didnt but emotionally, it was refreshing.
With 2 weeks of consecutive SCHOOL from 8.30 to 7 everyday. Dead beat. Well, need to shop for my brown shirt, then going for IMP when I COULD be jogging. Darn. Its ok, I'll jog tonight or go swimming. Then sleep sleep sleep, otherwise Mark will nag at me to sleep(:
This weekend was great, or just better than ususal.
Friday: Went home feeling so dead and felt like destressing at the arcade, but i did that the previous day at hougang mall. Stood at the time crisis machine and shot til I was happy.
Saturday: Woke up early in the morn. Grabbed my clothes I chose the night before and headed for Mildred's bro's (Mark) wedding. It was the best day of his life it made my day too. Mildred missed the exchange of rings and the kiss though. It was so sweet. Made everyone think of getting married too. and the ferrari was the highlight of the day. It was red, it was hot, it was sizzling in the sun.
After that, I was in the middle of unprecedented events in unbalanced time. Means, if i went home after the wedding, I'd have 1/2 hour at home. If I went to PS I'd have to wait for 1 hour. Decided to go to PS. I moped around for 1 hourand later met Jappy at mrt, went up to meet Dwight, Jap went to eat crispy chicken and Moo came, Shan arrive thereafter and Spenser was the last and the slowest and the person who was driven there. -.-" Well, we went to the arcade and Spenser's friend who was my MI mate which I didnt know after a while was there too. Samantha..i think. Anyway, we were at the arcade and Spenser picked up a HUGE turtle for $3!!! which is now in his room.
After all that screaming from Shan, we went to play I'm the boss. It was great. I ALMOST lost, if not for Dwight. ^^ O well. Moo won. How that happened is completely beyond any of us to comprehend. It was fun though. Samantha left in the middle of the game. THEY paid, then we split up, with Moo, Dwight and me heading to millenia walk and Spenser Jappy and Shan to their own business. *laughs incoherently* We reached our destination with me having a walking disability. I got there and found a seat. AHH!!! I saw Ms Yoong and Mdm Hou. ^^ and some of my juniors. It was great, if only for a moment. I was supposed to have dinner with moo and dwight. Dwight told me he was going off.That was fine. Then moo told me she was going for dinner after an encore with her mates which was at about 8. I was like...O.O So there goes my dinner. But it wasnt bad having coffee at coffee bean at Bishan. I went onto 53 with a cup of Ice-Blended mocha in my hand and sat the the back where I usually do. This RJ guy sat at the other end. This other guy sat in the middle blocking both our exits/entrances. When the RJ guy wanted to get down, he stood up and was like :D great. He looked at me, I looked at him..and we started laughing. Gosh. It was hilarious. I went home feeling much better, except for my foot. 2 blisters each. Not bad.
Came back and talked to Mark and Shan online for a while. Couldn't get to sleep so I stayed online til 3+ . I slept eventually.
Sunday: Morning event shall not be disclosed. I went for cell at 10.45, meeting ONLY Kelly. We went to the prayer room and what she told me really jolted me. It was SO cool. (elaborate another day)
After cell, went to 3rd level and saw Mark and Japheth there. Went Mac at Kovan and met spenser. Mark was AGAIN funny. Hadn't laughed like that in a long time. Thanx bro. Here's what went down(rephrased for reading pleasure):
M: Why does Superman have such small shirts? all:? M: Cos he buys size S. all: laughs a little.
M: Why does Batman have such small shirts? all: O.O M: Cos Superman buys the shirts for him. all: HAHAH!!!! *faces turn red*
M: Why Robin's shirt so small? all: im sure its gonna be something stupid. M: Cos buy 2 get 1 free all: *laughs all the way to the bus stop*
My stomach hurt til halfway through the journey. Thats about it. It was funny at that point of time. We went back to church. I collected my stuff, played Metal Slug for a while, watched the children ministry, then went to my aunt's house. Had dinner at East Coast. Took a cab back with aunt and got a pretty cool job offer. Jogged back to the tower. Was online and Mark's friend? added me on msn. I'm a little disheveled by what he said but a lot of stupid things happened last night.
Back to today, its been great blogging to all you readers, no matter how few or many there may be.
BEEG thank you to Mark for coming on Sunday. Miss you bro. Sonic flood ROX!!
Broken I run to you - You are my healer Hungry I run to you - You are my Lord
eliZABeth 7:40 AM
Saturday, July 01, 2006
Dawn's back.
Everytime I try, I can't. Now I feel its all my fault. I've let you all down and screwed it all up. I did it all in one day and now, I have failed.
Just after I do, thinking nothing could get worse, I get let down. I deserve it. I really do. Kick punch me and put me in a bag. Gag me and hurt me, I deserve it all. I know its not your fault but I feel like it is. ITS NOT YOUR FAULT! But you don't know it, no idea what is going on.
I've changed, I know I have. I don't wanna be me. Change me back O Lord, change me back.
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