I'm guessing it was a turning point for many of us. The band was good. Well done guys. The music was good, the presence was good, the praise was good. (but could be better) When will you sing out "I'm not ashamed of the gospel Lord?!" Did you know you can have fun worshipping the Lord? Moshing is optional, worship is neccessary. Fill the void between the congregation and band won't you? Give me less space to run and more passion in this place. Fill the void with your praises to the God that deserves it all! C'mon people! YOU CAN DO BETTER! DO NOT BE ASHAMED!
eliZABeth 9:23 PM
Love again
To love is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even an animal. Wrap it careful round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket - safe, dark, motionless, airless, it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable...The onlyplace out side Heaven where you can be perfectly safe from all the dangers...of love is Hell. - C.S. Lewis
I'm back at it again. I love you. Every drop of blood and sweat. Every scrape Every moment I think... of you I'm back.
eliZABeth 8:37 PM
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
A Dreamer's Reality
I sat by the pool side waiting. Just waiting. The night reflecting itself in the glistening chlorine filled hole. I sat and waited, and waited……and waited. Then you came with work in one hand and your dog trailing behind. She was magnificent and your best friend, but just a pet. You sat at the opposite side of the fountain, the only thing in my way. It was dark and I could hardly see. I walked one way, and it was blocked but realized there was another opening at the other end. I found my way, somehow and sat beside you. It was heaven for a moment. And only a moment in your arms.
She awoke with her breathing still tensed and heaved but that moment never left her.
To be continued...
eliZABeth 6:53 PM
e) All of the above
Lord You've been faithful in Your promises. Your voice has always been right here. I love You.
Save us from this moment of pain and let us bask in the comfort of Your presence. I love You.
eliZABeth 4:27 AM
Friday, July 20, 2007
Save me
Oh, envy, of the pests that could taste the scent of your sweet embodiment that thus cleanses all that it touches. Feed on me that I may so have a taste of that luscious liquid, perchance we may never see that light of day; of whence I bleed I will paint you a portrait with the gore that once flowed in my veins. I will sigh no more, for that, not of you but for you. This lad I lament is lost in't of good and bad with war and hate, yet Love.
Cat on a hot tin roof (1958) - Tennessee Williams Maggie: Is it any wonder? You know what I feel like? I feel all the time like a cat on a hot tin roof. Brick (offering a solution): Then jump off the roof, Maggie, jump off it. Now cats jump off roofs and they land uninjured. Do it. Jump. Maggie: Jump where? Into what? Brick: Take a lover. Maggie (angrily): I don't deserve that! I can't see any man but you. With my eyes closed, I just see you. Why can't you get ugly Brick? Why can't you please get fat or ugly or somethin' so I can stand it? Brick: You'll make out fine. Your kind always does. Maggie: Oh, I'm more determined than you think. I'll win all right. Brick: Win what? What is, uh, the victory of a cat on a hot tin roof? Maggie: Just stayin' on it, I guess. As long as she can.
Thats it! Cat on a hot tin roof! How cool is that. Its like he just quoted me before I was born. Awesome. ANYWAY, KING LEAR IS SO DARN EXPENSIVE! AND IAN MCKELLEN IS IN IT! I WANT TO WATCH IT! T.T
ok thats enough for now.
eliZABeth 6:13 AM
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Worship prac 101
Do not: 1)Talk to the Aux 2)say "Aux (Ox) is an animal" 3)Always have a kick in your OX. 4)Call baptism in water "drowning"
This week has been so completely awesome. Thanx Clement for reassuring me and making me laugh in class for saying "nehneh" o.o
Alright. Going for cell goodbye people who don't read my blog! (i think) xD
I wanna dance again. San, Sam, Fel! You guys rock. spongebob and my united cap! (thx Serene!) A worthy comparison. How cute. We'll give it to you this time.
Well. Paramore is certainly good. The girl's pretty and she's a christian. I like her. Not in the way you might be corrupting yourself with. She can sing thats for sure. I could just imagine if she sang "Innocence" instead of Avril. Awesome.
Well, school's a real bore especially when you group constantly leaves you, you're the only one left and on the verge of failing that module.
I've given it all up and life's been good to me. Thank you for all the blessings out there. I love every single one of you.
Saturday's worship was awesome and refreshing. Makes me wanna REALLY lead again (which I did on Sunday). Then talking to Caiying about it made me realise it. That change. Thanx for sharing the experience with me.
And I gotta say, Bryan and Tricia can worship. I mean they can REALLY worship. You guys are awesome. The band, cool stuff. Luke, thanx for leading us that day. It was really cool. It really changed me so much from the previous weeks.
She's been stuck in the depths, crying and drowning in the darkness, even embracing it. It crept in and never wanted to come out. Lightning streaked across the space, threatening to illuminate the place. It roared and screamed fiercely at the blackness...then there was fire. The night fled and light flooded the space. That narrow road behind her. "You've done it. Well done."
What a shame we all became such fragile broken things, a memory remains... just a tiny spark I give it all my oxygen to let the flames begin, so let the flames begin... Oh glory, oh glory
eliZABeth 5:20 AM
Saturday, July 14, 2007
you know
I'll still love you.
I promised.
Nothing can change that,
Nothing, Nothing,
Nothing.
eliZABeth 10:11 AM
Friday, July 13, 2007
I've given all I can. There's nothing more. I'm giving up.
Life is a tale told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing.-Shakespeare's Macbeth
I'm trying to give it up But I can't I can't just let you go Cos I love you
Is everything gonna be alright? This time My heart's going on a holiday It broke on the way
Things are never gonna be the same again Now Forgive me There's nothing more for me Only you.
God, save me
eliZABeth 7:28 AM
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Innocence - Avril Lavigne
Waking up I see that everything is OK The first time in my life and now it's so great Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it This is the best feeling
This innocence is brilliant I hope that it will stay This moment is perfect Please don't go away I need you now And I'll hold on to it Don't you let it pass you by
I found a place so safe, not a single tear The first time in my life and now it's so clear Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere I wouldn't change a thing about it This is the best feeling
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming It's the happiness inside that you're feeling It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming It's the happiness inside that you're feeling It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry This innocence is brilliant Makes you wanna cry This innocence is brilliance Please don't go away Cause I need you now And I'll hold on to it Don't you let it pass you by
eliZABeth 9:05 PM
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Titled
She sat at the edge of her seat, staring at the eternity outside. Thinking. Thinking why the hell it had to happen. It wasn't as if she had a choice though it seemed she did. It would have been selfish if she had said no. You'd wonder if it would ever happen, what with the 3 months or so to and fro. She called Donna. She wasn't free. She called Pam. She didn't want to be free. She cried.
Well, that was about all of her friends she had to call. "Go home" He said. "What do I have to do? Plus I don't want to hear all that talk about the wedding again." "You do and I'll provide."
She left.
She sat on the bus holding back tears, determined to remain dry for 7 stops. She slept at the 3rd stop. Her phone rang on the 5th. It was Skip. She didn't know. He needed something. She stopped and walked back with a little more stride than before. "Thanx Amy." "Anytime." That was all she needed.
All you wanted was somebody who cares...
eliZABeth 9:13 AM
Friday, July 06, 2007
Oh happy dagger! Would you resolve my condition My cure to all sorrow and pain To give me what I dont have? And yet, you can't give me what I want.
Oh the Lady of Shallot, beauty is she Lament for her love for Lancelot condone her No air of her passion, no sound of the hart To Lancelot's ears,have heard none but the voice of the King
All that fell upon her were words Beautiful words that should have been said before her depart "Fair maiden was she, but pity" Pity me.
Nay! No path shall cross this line No path or route will be trot but mine Fate and time may bring me there But faith in faith would spare me e'er
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