Ok. I give up. Why do I always keep forgetting my passwords and usernames? Hopeless. Gah.
The weirdest "Gah" I've heard that was rather amusing was the one in Ricky Sprockett. His teacher couldn't get a band for a dance and he screamed "Gah!!!" I wish I had an mp3 of it. I'd set it as a ringtone.
Its tiresome. But how often do I get internet?! I'm loving it.
This christian life's hard to live but so far, living it, I'm loving it. Its tiresome. But I still get by.
I don't have many friends but I make do with those I have and I love them. Its tiresome. But it works out eventually.
You know how we all get through our what-ifs and hows? "What if my I can't get into a good school?" "How will I cope if my beloved goes?" Well here's your answer in Matt6:34 and Heb4:16 .
Matt6:34(MSG) Give your entire attention to what God is doing right now, and don't get worked up about what may or may not happen tomorrow. God will help you deal with whatever hard things come up when the time comes.
Matt6:34(New Century Version) So don't worry about tomorrow, because tomorrow will have its own worries. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
Heb4:16(NEB) Let us therefore boldly approach the throne of our gracious God, where we may receive mercy & in His grace find timely help.
He always comes through, we always gets by. He always bring about the strength that you need, when you need it.
Counting on God I'm in a fight not physical I'm in a war but not with this world You are a light that's beautiful I want more, I want all that's Yours
Joy unspeakable that won't go away Just enough strength to live for today So I'll never have to worry what tomorrow will bring Cos my faith is on Solid Rock I'm counting on God
I'm counting on I'm counting on God(x4)
The miracle of Christ in me Is the mystery that sets me free I'm nothing like I used to be Open up your eyes you'll see
Thats what I'm talking about. Mhmm
That's right.
My joy is in You. My joy is complete.
I love you too.
eliZABeth 10:59 PM
Sunday, February 17, 2008
vday
happy singleness awareness day.(quoting luke)
I know only a fool will misinterpret what im gonna say below. haha. FOOL.
Valentines day was completely EXTREME. There were best moments and BAD moments. Best were with Joee, Glenn and Clement (til we had to "go home"). Worst? Well, we'll just leave that as a mystery aye? But I'm glad that people agreed with me my worst part of the day.
I made bad choices. I made mistakes. It won't happen again. My heart's guarded. I've built my fortress and mote, piranahs and alligators. Knights of valour and clad in heavy armour. But my heart is Yours.
Its really got no where else to go. Everytime it gets out, it gets broken, rejected, cut, bruised, used. USED. Very used. It still is but I allow it to be sometimes. I get over it.
I then realise its not really ABOUT me. Its about who I love and what I'm gonna do. So I sat by the riverside and thought everything through and had a good cry. Loving someone who may not have the same intentions back won't help. Lamenting on the past mistakes and stupid choices won't do me any good. The lights waved, she didnt wave back. It was a deadly fairytale to fall into. Thoughts floated down the current into an abyss of darkness, hoping never to be found again. She hoped and listened for a voice. It said wait.
"AGAIN?! I've been waiting for a freaking long time! How much more of a decade should I wait?" "You waited 9 years. You can wait a while longer." "I know. I know I've grown. Its just, you can't help but fall back into it sometimes." "I get it." "So what do I do now?" "You'll know"
In a moment of urgency, there was a call. Yes a call. A very NATURAL call. (So sue me)
Getting out of the luxurious deco with a span of glorious lights, a call. This time, a call. She could meet someone, finally. She freshened up and left, glasses in hand. She could make out the shapes of things. Then a voice.
"Are you ok?" Nothing. She was tired and numb. "Are you ok?" Again. Nothing. "You know the ritual. C'mon." She left everything in joy. Burning the robe of mourning and sorrow, she laughed it off. "Shall we go?" "ok" They walked. "You can hold onto my arm" She left her heart and head behind, took his arm and walked off.
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