A Momentary Lapse

Sunday, April 26, 2009

JLC

If you haven't met JLC, you should.

What an eventful evening. It wasn't good, but it wasn't bad either.
Sarah and a whole bunch of people got their tyres slashed.
We had the privillage of having 2 tyres slashed and having one spare.
The other is occupied by a space saver.
Thank you people who helped.
I'm sorry I was totally useless tonight though.
I have no idea how to change a tyre.

Anyway.
JLC is a pretty cool american.
You've gotta hear his story to know it.
HTBT moment.
I thought that it was awesome what Rev Wayne (I think) did -
A good number of fairly well known gang members surrounding the man in a restaurant, threatening to do to him what he would do to the chicken on his plate. At that moment, the Rev picked up the chicken and kissed it.
*moment of silence for your reaction*
If you cracked up at that, that's exactly what everyone else in the restaurant was doing.
It was hilarious. But you know that definitely, there was something at work there.

Well Johnny, thank you for tonight.
You've made my night a pretty entertaining one.
Apprarently our pastor's got threats about it and now we got slashed car tyres.
Honestly, its sad.
I mean, as much as its not my car, it probably is pretty annoying.
Despite that, for one I think it was good no one got hurt and second, some people need Jesus more than we do now.
It was a good experience and you know I'm ready for anything. I just friggin need more talent in situation management.

I just wanna also say thank you to Johnny LC for igniting something in me.
God putting me in situations always comfortably uncomfortable so much I have come to love a crisis.
Wait on God, praise Jesus and He will definitely provide. :)
Can I hear an AMEN in the house?!

Love you church!
Love you God!
Love you Jesus!

eliZABeth 10:14 PM

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Par T

Today's been awesome man.
Happy birthday Sarah C!
Have a blessed 21st!

Crazy day.
But I loved it.
I'm actually a little lazy to blog.
But it was an awesome day so I had to say it was an awesome day.
My eyes are tired from wearing contacts.
Boo.
:(

Goodnight people.
Check facebook for more awesomeness and possibly some entertaining videos when I get them approved. lol.

eliZABeth 2:24 AM

Saturday, April 18, 2009

I don't know anymore

What I'm thinking about is way beyond me.
It just crazy thoughts that are actually painful to talk about.
God keep me in line.
Please.

But still, show me something I can work with.
I need to focus. A lot more.

I need direction. Now.

eliZABeth 1:14 AM

Friday, April 17, 2009

Ma ma ma ma...

I like Lady Gaga.
Sexy and not too girly.
Strong and interesting enough to not be basic pop but slightly more exciting.

I'm being RANDOM.
Who doesn't like that word?
We'll take it outside.
C'mon.

Alright. Its been a long time since I've posted anything.
I admit, it's been a long and gruelling holiday and I can't wait for school to start.
I know I don't like homework, but its not killing me enough to say I don't like school. I love school and I'm learning something, which is what I go to school for.
Yes, I love school.
So sue me.
If you don't then, well POO TO YOU FOOL.

God's been very exciting too, putting my strange ways to good use.
I guess it can be for good.
Despite being really sleepy now, I still have the enthusiasm to blog.
Blog blog blog.

There's been stuff going on but I still love being here.
I don't have my big "fan base" or my interesting status, but I have friends.
Not that I didn't.
Its just, the way I've been treated is a thin line between "friend" and "used".
Like "She's my friend and she can be used."
Not that any one thought it, but they're definitely doing it unconsiously.
Sucks.

But still, I WASN'T HERE TO TALK ABOUT THAT SH*!
I was here to talk about how great God is!
OMG.
Awesome.
Sucks I can't say it here though, but I'm glad that people are coming closer to God.
Some people.
And I'm proud of them.
VERY PROUD.

Just so you know, I like my culture. Partially.

Yup. Just another RANDOM fact.
Lol. Thank God the person who'll be annoyed at this RANDOM post probably won't read it.

Kudos to Charlie the unicorn and his 2 retarded sidekicks who are actually pretty clever.
By that I mean pretty and clever. ;)

eliZABeth 12:52 AM

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Too damn tired

I give up.
Wish I died when I tried.

eliZABeth 8:52 PM

Friday, April 10, 2009

Halfway round the world lies the one thing that you want

I don't think that.
But it could be a possibility.
I wouldn't mind that plane ride to get to you
Just for a single moment where you can feel better
IF ONLY I HAD THE MONEY.

Well. Yesterday was an interesting (not so) day.
It was interesting when it was ensemble and they did so well with the 2 songs.
Enjoyed it.
YOU GO MARA!
Then Matt's birthday, watched The Castle (haha omg) then spent an hour at the piano doing nothing.
THIS IS WHY I NEED AN INSTRUMENT PEOPLE.
I CANNOT WRITE ANYTHING.
pfft.
I shouldn't be limiting myself to an instrument but I really miss writing with my guitar.

I'll just finish that sad story and hand it to Brett.
Now.

Baby close your eyes don't open til the morning light
Don't ever forget we haven't lost it all yet.

eliZABeth 12:23 PM

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

There must be more than this

Overused but still powerful.
Overused by people who abuse my trust and yet, still powerful.

Well, its been a really great day I guess, although I feel like poo.
Got a 100% on my production assessment and still not up to my expectation.
(I blame the FOH tripods)
Graduated from poly, barely scraping it.
I'm still not satisfied.
I'm never satisfied I guess.
Stupid human nature.

Its been trying.
Freaking emotional trials.
Banana pancakes.

When you get broken, you're vulnerable.
Then you have to get stronger in the right way.
The way I haven't yet lived.
I just got out of it.
From all that on going soul killing.
Words.
Stupid stupid words.

Hurt people, hurt people.
So I'm sorry.
Sucks that no one has any idea about anyone still.
Mostly.
You'd think in a school like that you'll get to know everyone better.
Just some.
Idk.
There must be more than this.

Just tell me what I'm supposed to do, God.

Surrender all
I'm dead to sin
Alive within
I think.

eliZABeth 9:39 PM

Sunday, April 05, 2009

Has never seen such hypocracy

Well, I'm glad I'm writing the song I'm writing.
It officially doesn't have a tune because I didn't like the original one.
So pooz to you.

Apparently the character's got a little more love than the one I'm actually writing about.
Its amazing.
Oh well. We'll see soon shall we?

I hate this, I hate this
You're not the one I believe in
With God as my witness.

eliZABeth 4:21 PM

Saturday, April 04, 2009

When will this biterness end?

Despite that, I think I had a really good talk with Sarah-Jay yesterday.
It all made me realised how much things fell into place.
She wanted a friend, I wanted a friend. (I won't tell you what friend. That's confidential :D )
And it was awesome.
I would cry if I could.
I'm glad someone's open enough like this.
Finally. Someone other than Winnie and no crap.
Well some crap but not like it was.

Today was a good lunch too with Adam and his ethics.
"Christian college"
lol. Crack up.

Speaking of boys, I like none.
I'm glad to say.
None.
Yay me. Pretty amazing huh.

I got the latest Delirious? DVD/CD.
Its good. Makes me want to play piano.
This whole school thing makes me want to practice my piano.
That's a good thing right?
Anyway. Its never made any point of music dull. Except Pythagoras.
In the words of Adam, "piss off".

And its love that will break you
Love that will shake you
Love, it will break you down.

eliZABeth 8:59 PM

Friday, April 03, 2009

Pretty!

Moustache mayhem

Uni tennis court's got a nice view.

Psycho. NAWW. JUST KIDDING.

Trash

Sunset.

Crazy scenery.

YAY.

The best chinese food I've had so far was yesterday!

Whoo!

Its crazy when you miss Singapore food.

Its an endless craving but you manage.

I WANT BARBECUE CHICKEN WINGS AND OH LUA!

Someone owes me supper ;)

If I had a chance for another try, I wouldn't change a thing

It's made me all who I am inside

If I could thank God that I am here and that I am alive

That everyday I wake I tell myself a little harmless lie

The whole wide world is mine.

eliZABeth 11:39 PM

Thursday, April 02, 2009

This one's for You.

King of kings
Awesome God, You are awesome.

There's nothing I can say but AWESOME.
I've never shivered so much in my life.
But I thank God He heard my prayers.

Great. Now I have to top that one.
That's gonna be impossible.
Just for me. :)

Love You.
xoxo

eliZABeth 4:13 PM

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

The fool

Psalm14:1 - [For the director of music. Of David.] The fool says in his heart, "There is no God." They are corrupt, their deeds are vile; there is no one who does good.

Gullibility is not your biggest problem
Those four years were a waste
You might want to rethink your priorities
Or have better taste

School or work or just plain fun
Its never an easy choice
Maybe you'd like Audacity
And try recording your voice

The blues ain't just sad old fools
Sobbing their sodding lives away
They belt it out with all their hearts
So if you think otherwise, you're gay.

I might seem mean or harsh this way
But I could just be plain blunt
Unfortunately I haven't said a word
For your sake I can't

So thank you God for helping me
Hold back in certain ways
I pray that I will consistently
Hold my tongue through all my days

That's life for you man.

The sky turned dark again.

eliZABeth 11:09 PM