I wonder what's going on with my mother sometimes. She keeps telling me I shouldn't get too serious in a relationship. And its not like I don't know that in every relationship there'll be the honeymoon period. I've been through it before and I understand what I want.
I've seen people and I also know who I want to be with. In her experience, she stuck with the first person that came her way and there were other people but she turned them down. I've had my share of people and its been great but I know that my man wouldn't hurt me. The only thing that could happen that would make things go wrong is if I screw things up cos I'm good like that. That's why I have Winnie.
I'm afraid of myself. I do know that I'm in love. Crazily in love. It feels surreal.
Brain break.
eliZABeth 3:54 PM
Hit The Ground
"...and the worst part is before it gets any better we're headed for a cliff. And in the free fall I will realise I'm better off when I hit the bottom."
Basically, I've the the bottom and got back up pretty quickly for the first time in my life and things have been absolutely amazing. My brain needs to stop comparing people, although the comparisons get better and better everytime. Makes me feel lucky to have Scott.
My brain is just mush now. I didn't even go to the church to terrorise the nice people with my piano playing. I miss Scotty. >.< Can't believe how amazing its been. He's cute (in a metal kind of way. haha), romantic, gentle, loves God, has great taste in music, supports me in my music, loves movies AND he cooks. Although he's still gotta cook me a mean feed. haha I'm waiting. Thats not the end but they're the main important points.
OHOH. And he loves me. >.< *melts*
It just feels like I've got nothing to offer. I cook but its more of a "food you eat to survive" standard. Or at least I think so.
Have I mentioned how much I love his family? His parents haven't asked me like a million questions like my mom would so thats a bonus. His sister and brother are the funniest people alive. And...hahah. I have lost all knowledge of the english language. spdckl aslcijaelkmf zxoxijflk Take that aliens!
K. Going to rest my brain now. Be back when I feel like it. I love my man. :)
eliZABeth 2:09 PM
Tuesday, February 02, 2010
Parachute 2010
Parachute 2010 was amazing. I met the loveliest people there and I was with people I love.
There was Switchfoot and Underoath on Saturday, Leeland and Late 80s Mercedes and Eshalon on Sunday. The rest of the time was a lot fellowshipping which was just so good.
Switchfoot came on with Meant to Live and had a whole bunch of amazing songs but I have to say, it ended so well. Dare You to Move spoke straight to me and it was hard to hold back tears.
Then there was Underoath. It was just a really good performance.
Sunday was interesting cos it was a line up of worship bands like Parachute Band,Hillsong United and Leeland. It was amazing how even through pain, I could worship like I did. Haven't felt like that in a long time. The whole hype of camps and stuff has significantly died down but this fire is consistent and I'm loving it.
Relationships build and break but through all of this, I found new relationships that I know I will grow to love a lot more. Kudos to Sarah J and Aaron for taking me places :) Thanks Scott for an awesome weekend. I can't think of anyone better to be with. Dave, I can see why Scott loves you. You can't steal him away from me! hahaha. The Glass family, is awesome. Can't wait to get to know everyone more. Erin and everyone at the best place to hang at, you're all so lovely. Thanks for letting me sleep amongst amazingness. Whoosh.
See, Parachute 2010, my first Parachute - UH-MAZE-ING.
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